Almost There!!!

September is almost over, thank goodness, I'm so ready for fall! Baby is not 34 weeks along and our doctor has put me on light duty. He is worried we might have an early baby with lung problems. We have moved to Moroni and we now live a block away from my parents which is a blessing. I love having my mommy so close, especially when I don't feel well. The house is coming along, the nursery is almost ready. We just need to put the crib and changing table together this weekend. John is extremely caring and does everything he can to make things easier for me. Had our family photos done with the belly and the girls. Can't wait for Christmas cards including our little man. My next blog will be after baby has arrived so see you then!!! 

It's A Boy!!!

It's official, we are having a boy! We had the ultrasound on the June 14 2013. Connie was there as well with both of the girls. I cried seeing our little boy for the first time. I think it finally feels real for J after seeing the baby and finding the gender. He now tries to hold my belly all night as to feel him kick and move around. I know J will be an amazing father to his son. The girls are really excited to be welcoming a baby brother. They look forward to shopping for baby cloths, the crib and all the other necessities that will be needed. I'm hoping to finish my last 2 classes the middle of July and be graduated (again) in August. I will be getting a part time job at a nearby clinic in the morning, just to make sure we have enough saved up for the time I will be home with the baby. Kiana is starting the 1st grade this next year, she is super excited to be going back to school. She has started to hate summer. Honestly I don't blame her, it can be boring especially when I feel so lousy most days and the heat seems to kill me off pretty quick. Kabrie is only 2 and starting to potty train. She now goes number 1 and 2 in her potty. We are very proud of her. We have also added another pet to our zoo (that's what it feels like some days!). We have welcomed Panda, a cockapoo to the family along with Rarity, our Siamese cat and the fish tank. J is pretty excited as we have added a fresh water sting ray. But all in all life is going as planned and we are ready to except the challenge of being parents all over again. More will come soon if not I will be sure to add photos of our bundle when he is born!! And remember, it's not what you know, who you know, or the money you make. It's about leaving the world some day knowing you made a difference in somebody else's life. Love Peace and Chicken Grease!!!

Baby, Baby, Baby!!!

It has been a while sense I updated my blog, and J and I are expecting a baby!! We are as of now 14 weeks along. J is excited to be having a baby, and watching him walk through the baby section in the stores. We are hoping for a boy, but a healthy baby is all we could really wish for. It's funny to watch J hold my belly and talk to the baby. Our family is growing bigger and life couldn't be better!! I love you John Rasmussen, and I can't wait for the day when we get to meet the creation of our love for each other!!

Family Photo's 2012

Finally got John to agree to have our yearly family photo's done. Hope you like them, Holiday photo's coming soon and we will be sending out Christmas cards the beginning of December. UPDATE: Kiana has started kindergarten and John has gotten a really good job that pays him well enough that we can start working on our debt. My little sister Maritssa has moved in with us, I'm helping her study for her GED. Even though she has always been a part of my family, she is now part of my family here. I love that she is here and I can see her everyday. Work is going good. I've been getting more responsibility at work, showing them that I could be a coach or supervisor for our team. Crossing my fingers that they decide all of my hard work is worth it and I get the position!! Well all for now, have to get ready for work.

Finally on Track!

Life is finally going the way J and I have planned. Sunday, after a long day of fishing with the family, J and I drove up to Lehi with the kids and met with J's ex wife to sign over his rights. It's what is best for the kids. Life is already confusing, adding the whole step mom and all that crazy stuff would screw with any child. But that doesn't mean that I wont be sending Audree gifts for her birthday and holidays. Got a job, not in the medical field, but right now, a job is a job. J and I work for the same company, which is nice. It's a good job. I love what I'm doing. I know I'm helping people which is what I want. We made a deal with J's parents that we will be buying the car from them by the end of the summer. So we finally will have our own car! I'm super excited. The girls are growing and we are seeing their personalities more and more everyday. It's amazing. The 4th of July is coming up and they have an amazing fireworks show in Moroni, not to mention the activities. The Ute Stanpede is also in July. Can't wait for John and Kabrie to see their first rodeo! Hopefully in August we are having my family reunion at Lagoon. Something we have done every year for the longest time. John hasn't been for years, sense high school. So it will be awesome to see him having tons of fun and not stressing over work or school. Life is just wonders, and I am so blessed to have the family I have and my soul mate. I couldn't ask for a better life. But time to get some studying for my cert. I will update soon. Love Peace and Chicken Grease!!

Totally Done!!

So dumb ass, and I don't care if you read this and bitch, decided to fuck things up today. After spending hours doing paperwork so J could sign over his rights and dumb dumb sign saying she could no longer go after child support she decided she wasn't going to come to sign anything. After having one of my friends make time to notarize the paperwork to make it legal. Afterword J called her and she said, she is going to take papers into ORS to stop child support permanently. After it has all gone threw, then he says he will sign over rights. After everything so far, signs point to the fact that she can't follow up with anything. This will be his problem when she turns around and tries to fuck him with the child support. Really upset at him for agreeing to this. His own problem now. I will not get into it, stay up late creating paperwork, get the money to pay the child support or go with him to court, if, no when he will have to go. Super duper ticked off at this.

Egh....

So, had a very long weekend. Burned all of our wood that we had stock piled for the summer. Mowed the lawn, trimmed the edges, rearranged everything on the back patio. Last weekend was super though. Went to my moms Friday afternoon and spent the night with John and the girls. Took John on the ATV's up to the hills and to the cemetery and showed him the graves of the people who mattered most to me. Saturday we went for a hike threw Maple canyon with my brother Joey. After that went for another hike with Chet and Stef up to the lake in Milburn. Got in the water for a second, that was long enough. The water had to have been close to 0. It was freezing. Got to see a Goose nest with some eggs in it. Pretty cool, plus we had some fun with Chet's horses. Then went for an amazing camping trip. Saw a lot of old friends from high school. Then came back home that Sunday. John decided he is going to sign over the rights to his daughter from his previous marriage. He never see's her, plus she calls him by his first name thanks to her mother teaching her to say he is a sperm donor. I can't say I blame him, but I can't say I agree either. But I told him the decision was up to him. Guess he told the step dad that he wants ORS dropped before he will sign over the rights. Hope they decide to comply. It was what they have been bugging him about for years now so I guess if they really want it they will do what ever is asked in order to get the adoption process going. I really don't want to have to call my Grandpa's lawyer and have him fly out from Canada just for that. Doesn't seem worth the time or money. So I guess we will see how everything goes. Had a super long day at work today. It's only Monday... I miss the weekend already! Well going to put the girls to bed. I know it's early but they didn't nap today so bedtime is an hour earlier. Love Peace and Chicken Grease!