Can't Wait!!

So finished my final class yesterday. Got another A, big surprise. I'm going to graduate with a 3.8. Have an interview today about interning at a clinic on Orem. I have a few friends that are interning there already so I'm uber excited. Have had a few deep conversations with John and Connie about the situation we are in. I don't know why people would use their children as weapons but I never assumed that everyone was mentally stable.
 I've also decided that I am going to be having Jeron, Kabrie's dad sign over his rights. After he beat his ex I don't think I could ever trust him with my child. I would rather work 2 jobs and support my kids than have him in her life.
Johns graduation date is set for August right now, so I'll be working bringing in the money until he can get a job. I guess that is what make us work so well, we are both willing to help the other out in what ever the other needs whether it be moral support or bringing in the money to help us get threw. His schooling is very important to the both of us. I know that one day it is going to make a huge difference than him not finishing. Debating whether or not to go right back to school to finish my Associates, I would only have 4 classes to finish and I know I could get through them quick. But with everything going on right now I don't know if I can go back to school and work the same hours. What do you think?
 The kids are doing great, Kiana is getting prepped to go to school in the fall and Kabrie is learning to walk. Finally!! Connie has been a huge help with the kids and supporting us so we can finish our schooling. Mike has also been a big help, and I feel so blessed to have them in my life. They are amazing in laws and the best grandparents to my children. John has been a great motivation for me to do what i need to do as a person. I don't know what I would do without the love of my life. I must be a little annoying talking about our relationship all the time but it's so new for me to have a good man in my life.
 My thoughts have been running a lot, to the point where I don't get more than a few hours of sleep each night. My thoughts go so deep some times I have to write them down and re evaluate what is possible and what is fantasy. I think I should have become a scientist instead but they get so lonely I don't know if I could be that self centered in my work. But getting the kids lunch ready right now, get back when I can. Love Peace and Chicken Grease!!