Never Again!!

So went out to Area 51 last night, which happened to be Fetish Ball. Can I just say I will never again go to that kind of place, again. I guess that used to be John and his ex wife's kind of thing. And like I pointed out to him while I was there, I'm not a weirdo like that. I'm kind of normal. Seriously girls in panties and bra's, people dancing like they were summoning the devil, not one song that I could dance too... Tried to get into it but I'm not abnormal like some people, I actually like music that doesn't make you want to slit your wrists and jump off a bridge. I think I am rubbing my normal off on him, he didn't really feel too comfortable there either. I think he is going to be ok.. lol. Either way I love my baby but if he wants to go to a place like that he can go on his own or with our friends but he can leave me home. Next time we go out I pick the dance club and it's going to be hip hop music, not Gothic suicide music. I understand that everyone has their own thing but... The fetish theme was dominatrix, hello!! Scary shit! Really, I don't need that kind of thing to get me going... But so that was the highlight of my weekend. I'll update again soon. Pimp Out!!

OMG, Thanksgiving it tomorrow!!!

Like OMG, I can't believe Thanksgiving it tomorrow! Have Tim, Stefany, and Dan coming over with the family. Going to be my first Thanksgiving with John and his parents. This time of year really makes me thankful for everything I have. I notice I am super thankful for Mike and Connie. They have been so supportive with my schooling. Connie has been super with the girls. Kabrie was barely sitting when she got to her, and now she crawls, is ready to stand on her own and is gaining a lot of weight. Kiana was still wetting her pants and Connie got her to stop wetting her pants during the day and at night. Mike is great, he will play with Kiana and watch cartoons with her all day. They get along so well, and I think that is what she has needed. One thing I am really great full for is the fact that my kids haven't been like my friends kids, they have slept all night sense they were born unless they were sick. I know Bobi and Janaya get super ticked when I talk about it but I can't help that my kids have been good girls. lol. John and I are so excited for our first big holiday together. Well girls are ready to play some more, have to go... *Be thankful for everything you have, for the people in your life, the mistakes that you have made. The stains on your cloths, the curl in your hair and the fact that you've lived this long. Who knows we might be gone tomorrow or we could live forever.*

Wow...

Can I just start off that I really hate the snow? Well guess what, I don't care. I'm saying it anyway. It's a love hate relationship between snow and I. Woke up this morning with more on the ground than I remember before bed. For those of you who didn't know, or probably don't care, yesterday was John and my 3 month anniversary. We made it longer than Kim Kardashian!!! Anyway, it's funny to see how different our marriage is from our previous ones. We don't fight, we haven't tried to kick each other out, or threatened divorce. I really think this time will last 10 times longer than our last. I can see us celebrating our 50th anniversary. Granted I'll be 70 and he'll be 81 but old people love is so cute! The kids are getting so big, I need to take some winter pics now that it's snowed all over the place... Kiana loves the snow, Kabrie hasn't seen snow so this well be her first time. I wonder if I should let her crawl over to the edge of the cement and grass and let her white wash herself? Na, that's too mean. I'll just let her touch it for a sec. Still cleaning up from the get together last night. Have to get back to that. Late's..  Love, Peace and Chicken Grease!!!

My Kind Of Memories

             Totally me, country girl threw and threw! Boots, button up shirt, jeans and my hat..

Crossing My Fingers

So J had a job interview today, it went great... It's going to the company's CEO for review. That it is a great sign. Have an interview at the law firm tomorrow. Really hope that everything turns out and we both get these jobs. The money would be amazing!! Had a good day with the girls while John and Connie ( my amazing mother-in-law ) were out. Got to play with Kabrie who is now crawling everywhere and is climbing on furniture... Yikes' means she is going to start crawling soon!!! Kiana and I got to watch Little Einsteins together. We played along and had a good time. John made lunch, felt sick so I didn't eat but it looked good. Not to mention the chef! He looks so good in his Dickie's, button up shirt and tie!! Can we just say that he looks so sexy when he dresses that way! Well even when he dresses in jeans and a T-shirt he is super hot.. Got ready for school, classic hippie jeans with my AE long sleeve shirt, Soda shoes, and school girl pig tails. I love getting all sexy for John. He always makes me feel loved, definitely can't keep his hands down.. lol ladies you know how it is! Got to see Danny Boy, which was nice. It has been over a month, glad to see him like this. Had a blast hanging out with Stefany and Yaz durring Melissa's class. We talk about the most random things. ( It even gets a little dirty sometimes! ) Grant's class was fun, we talked about labor and all that great stuff. Then went into the lounge area and chilled out with J and the gang while we waited for Hailey. Fabio is a hoot, and Chris is just Chris. This chicks little brother was there and I thought he was like 8 when he is 17. Felt bad after that, he was pretty upset that I called him a kid. No we're home and relaxing with my wonderful husband. Can't wait for bed time, that means snuggle time!! Peace and Bessings!

Awsome!!

So I'm finally going to take everyone's advise and take Kabrie in for a modeling shoot to see if she really is cute enough to do it.. Everyone thinks she might be the next Gerber baby! lol

 Kind of hard to think of you child as a model!! But I still hope she gets it. That way she can pay for her own college fund! Yes, less money put into a college fund. 

With 2 other kids now and wanting to add another to the equation means a lot of money for college. Not like J and I won't be making enough money by the time we graduate. It would be nice, she would get to travel and have adds as pictures for her baby book.. I can't say that about my baby book!!! So glad I have beautiful children

Super Sunday

Woke up this morning and John made me some good rolls and gravy with a cup of hot coffee. It was a really nice morning. He was sweet enough to wait an hour and a half while I finished getting ready. I took that picture so he has one that he could look at when I wake up. That way he remembers that beauty takes time and if he rushes me it won't look this good!! He knows I love him! lol, love you booboo! 

Thought that I would try the 70's Charlie's Angels look.. I think it turned out really well. Although John thinks I'm trying to make fun of Kim Kardashian.. I kind of see it but I sure didn't say "Oopsy's I got divorced" when I took it. Who doesn't love SNL? They made it super freaking funny!!

Ya, this one the bangs are totally covering up my smokey eye makeup. Kind of ticked but I think it looks pretty good too.. You should let me know which one you like best. You can always comment and let me know!! If I pushed up my boobs some more do you think that they would look like Dolly Parton's? lol so totally kidding. I love her music!

Amazing Saturday Night!!

Have Matsa over for the weekend, which is nice to have my little sister over. J made the best potato soup again, although I was a little lazy and I didn't make home made rolls. Thank goodness for Walmart!! The girls are with my mom for the night, amazing that I get a night to just chill out with John. I love the nights when it's quiet and we just get to watch comedy central and laugh our butts off!! Watched Daniel Tosh's new stand up while I did scrap booking for Audree's baby book... It needs a few modifications, a tweak here and there but it's nothing I can't fix. lol. If you don't know Audree is John's daughter. She is 8, a good age in my mind. I've only met her once but she seems like a sweet heart. Kind of weird though, I'm only 20 and I have a step daughter that is 12 years younger than me. I'll get used to it. She is old enough to do make overs and teach her about fashion and hair. Plus who doesn't love to do mani pedi's? I really think that we will get along just great. John is excited to have her over when we can get her for a weekend. Kiana knows about her and has seen pictures and love the idea of someone older to play with her. Kabrie is still young to know whats up but in due time she will know that there is a step sister in the picture. Which means I will have to do new family photo's. I can't just not add her in. Strange when I look at the family pictures we have now I can tell we have someone missing without even thinking about it. Our family is almost perfect, we have Daddy (John) Mommy (Me) Audree, Kiana, and Kabrie.. I hope in the next five years we can have the son we both have wanted. Still trying to figure out what kind of name we would give a boy. I love the idea of keeping his fathers name going, he kind of likes it! I think with time he will love it. But it's still really earlly, I still have a while in school before I am ready to have a child. For those of you who don't know I am going into Medical Assisting right now but I want to eventually get higher. Maybe my RN and if I get that far why not do another 3 years and become a nurse practitioner right? Worth it in my eyes. Almost a DR just not.. I don't know, I am rambling. I had an ice coffee and am super wired.. Need to try and get some sleep... Time to snuggle up to my honey pot and rest for the night. Love peace and chicken grease!

Great Night!!!

I had the best night with my husband... Went to school, only had one class so we were out of there by 7. After we hoped in the car and drove to Applebees. It was amazing. We just sat there and talked about all the stupid things only we can say to each other, talked about our future, maybe an addition to the family within the next 5 years. I can honestly say no matter how long our day is or how stressful we still love to be with each other. We have both admitted we can't be away from one another for more than an hour. Funny, most days at school he either goes and finds me every hour or I go find him. I never thought I would be so attached to someone like this. I've never had a partner that I love to be around or hate to be away from. I realized tonight that what J and I have isn't just a bit of luck but he really is my soul mate. All our past relationships, marriages, and just utter disappointments where all for a cause. Rascal Flatts must have been singing about J and I in the song Bless the Broken Road. He is my everything, my sun in the morning, the moon in my nights. The first sip of hot coffee when it's hard to wake up. I can't imagine my life without him

School Days

Here at school with my besties Stefany, Tanja, Melissa, Jaz and Cody... Having an awsome time talking about how stupid some people are and baby daddy drama crap.. lol... Totally love my friends from school

What a day....

Is it fair to say that this day isn't what I was hoping it would be when I woke up at 3 A.M this morning?  I never expect to have a crappy day, they just seem to appear out of nowhere.  Feel pretty sick, Dr. says its normal after the surgery, that it should go away eventually.  For those who don't know I had my gallbladder removed last month... ( totally sucked having the stitches and being on pain meds just to walk around ) Just hope I can go back to normal soon.  Totally haven't added our family photos on here but doing that right now.. Halloween was pretty good, not very many trick or treaters here.. Used to lots of kids and still getting knocks on the door at 12.. Slow but getting to watch kid Halloween movies with the family was really nice.. Although we did have a funeral the weekend before Halloween which did make it kind of sad to celebrate, hence why we cancelled our reception.. But it was nice getting to see Al again, he has always been super nice and really funny. Got to meet J's uncle Neal, didn't really talk much but he seemed super nice. Meeting Kirk and Serina was super great... Kirk is super funny and way awsome, he's real and honest which is hard to find these days. Serina is can I say TFA!! ( for those of you who don't know young lingo, lol, Totally Freaking Amazing!! ) Too bad they had to go back to AZ.  It would be nice to have some more of his family around here.. I seem to have grown some what attached to his family.. I think that is a good thing, I don't know if he thinks it is... lol.. Enough for now, need to check on little miss Kabrie from her nap time... Lates