Wow, It's on Thursday!!

So it's only Thursday, and we go back to school on Tuesday. Thank God! I am so ready to go back and have 4 hours to just hang out with my friends ( and class of coarse ). Been a long week and I'm going crazy just sitting here at home, even if I have tons of things to do. Going to have a few friends over for New Years, just relaxing and have a bottle of Champagne. It'll be fun. Can't wait to have a good night with John and some friends. Stef of coarse and maybe Chet. We'll see if he can get off work early enough to make the drive from Vernal up here. My mom wants the kids for New Years, still wondering if I want them to be here with me or I want it just for John and me. Had a good night last night. No need to go into detail, I think you know what I mean. Woke up early this morning to make breakfast for everyone. John was still pretty tired from his sleeping medication so I took him breakfast in bed. It was surprising for him to wake up to breakfast on his nightstand.  I love being able to surprise him and make him happy. He does so much for me. He got me a coffee maker for Christmas, I had been eyeing one for a few months that I wanted. Now he sets the timer and has the coffee brewed and ready for me by the time I get out of bed. He is so good to me, helps me threw everything, especially when I need a shoulder to cry on, or someone to vent my frustrations on. He is good at that, just being there to listen to me. He never makes me feel dumb or like my feeling aren't valid. He tells me when I need to do something different or if I should keep being persistent. Funny how we had both felt like there wasn't anything called love, let alone true love. But now that we found each other we know there is true love, destiny, and fate. Our past marriages failed because they were supposed to fail, we stayed married as long as we did because that was our destiny. We were meant to meet when we did where we did for a reason. The stars knew we were meant to be together and the universe made it happen. He is an amazing father and husband. He finds my art amazing, as well as a few art galleries that have passed threw my drawings. My sense of fashion, I do know how to dress and do my hair and make up. He loves when I get ready and put on my tight jeans with a low cut shirt, 8 inch heels and make myself look pretty. After almost 5 months of marriage he still gets hot and bothered when I dress up for him, or kiss him on the neck, spank his butt, or just shake my stuff in front of him. No need to dress up in just a bra and panties and lay in bed to make him hot!! ( sorry if you think this is TMI but this is like my online journal ). It's funny how the girls at school are jealous when he treats me like a princess, the faculty see us as the IT couple, and the guys always ask him how someone like him got someone like me. They find it sweet when I take him dinner, or just go in to give him a kiss because I missed him. His instructor James is funny though. He see's me coming in the room, stops the lesson, and just starts talking to me, asking how I'm doing and why I'm in the class this time!! He'll come in to my class with Grant we will just start dirty conversations.. Sex life, dirty jokes, tips for the other girls to try with their guys. Plus it's funny to see this big girl who has a crush on John since the first day of school, look at us when we are together. She gets all sad. I feel bad, but honestly she put her sights way too high!! Like come on he was already with a loser once, like he wants to back track in his life. Come on, compare me to his ex's? Really? Really? So much better, honestly. I'm not a cocky bitch but I feel the need to just put that out there. He did an amazing job picking me as wife. It's like he won the Super Bowl, or even the Olympics. So anyway, enough of me going on about how amazing my life is with my husband. Things to remember from this blog...

1. Not being in school sucks
2. New Years is coming up
3. Christmas was amazing
4. John and I are so happy
5. Nooky is wonderful in this relationship
6. We are the IT couple in school
7. I find some people super funny
8. And John made an awesome decision when he picked me to be his wife
9. I made the greatest decision of my life when I said "yes"
10. Looking forward to another great year
11. And super exited for the next 20, 30, 40 or 50 more years
12. Ha, can't get this bitch's!! 

Need to Vent!!

So J and I had a little issue today. With both the girls being sick right now, I as a woman and mother decided to call my mother and ask her for some advise on what to give the girls. He got upset and compared me to his ex-wife. That she always called her mom for every little and and her moms advise was always shit. I am so not his ex... Hello, it's like comparing a Hyundai to a Mercedes. Not even a close comparison. Ergh!! It makes me so mad, he was lucky he was on the other side of the room or I would have knocked him out.. Oh well. Kiana is almost done with her bath, need to get her ready for bed. Talk later when I am more calmed!

Ugh!

Not feeling good today, or yesterday as a matter of fact. So I don't get to go to the Area 51 Nightmare Before Christmas Christmas party. I'm very upset about it... I was so looking forward to it. I still have 2 weeks before I go back to school.. I thought I would have at least some fun. But it's o.k. I'll get to play with the kids and spend more time with John. Stef might come over. I sure hope so.. At least then we can all still spend time together. I'm going to go do something productive. Later!

Christmas Vacation!

So my Christmas vacation has started. Last day of school was last night, all we had a a big potluck. Took some pictures, just good times in Provo High ( College ). It seriously feels like high school again. Feel like I'm getting a cold, but I have to try to make time to head to Fedex. I have to mail Audree's present. John isn't supposed to know where she lives or have her address so Connie has to go with me to put on the mailing info. Hmm. I've know some crazy ass moms in my day but when you refuse to let your child's father see her or let alone give her a Christmas gift your delusions and imagination run too wild. Honestly, what is he going to do, take her? And go where? To his moms? Really? I don't know I'm ranting and raving. I just feel for him that he can't see his daughter for the holidays. I'm lucky that I have my kids with me. I never had this kind of problem with Kiana's dad. He didn't pay child support but I still let him take her for the weekends. It's never the child's fault and I find it wrong when parents hold their children hostage. She still calls him dad when she talks to him on the phone. I would never teach her to call him a sperm donor or call him by his first name. Last I checked that is actually verbal child abuse. But hey, some people don't know their judicial system. I don't know ladies, what do you think? Am I wrong for being upset about it or is she wrong for holding his child from him? Janaya, I know you would have alot to say about that!! Same with you Bobi and Stef. You should comment on here or just text me your opinion. What ever works for you girls. Have to bounce! Later!!

Last Term!!

Received my grades for last term, straight A's. Plus a GPA average of 3.8! That is amazing, that means I'm graduating with high honors! Woot, Woot! Only have 2 classes this term and 1 direct study. My classes are super easy right now and I only have 5 weeks to go! I'll be done with the school portion by January 23 and be getting ready for my internship by my birthday... John still has a while in school but he doesn't have to worry about having to quit to get a job. I'm going to work until he graduates. It's funny how our first marriages were so hard and were expectant of too much for little effort. I know I have an amazing relationship this time around as well as he does. We are so close and thrive on supporting the other in any decision they choose. I am truly blessed. I can't imagine how things would be if he wasn't here pushing me to make my goals a reality. He is the rock I stand on for support, the gravity that gives me support and the sun that warms my heart. The kids are doing amazing with him and he is a wonderful father. I love how he knows me so well. We have been talking about perfect timing to add to our family, and we are thinking the 6 months I take off school after I get my Associates would be a perfect time. The girls wouldn't be too far apart and that would give me time to rest and make sure that the pregnancy goes well. I am so excited that we are on the same page about having another child. Kiana is getting older and Kabrie is growing so fast, I feel like I have some empty part inside me. I hope another baby does the trick, or I guess we will have to keep having kids! ROFL! Christmas is coming up and we have decided to give the girls their first pests this year. Guinea Pigs! I know they will love them. Not sure what to get John just yet... My friend Taylor suggested some kind of cup thing that has dragons around it and you place a colored glass ball in the middle and a light at the bottom.. Not sure what to think of that. I thought those kind of things were for weirdos? I don't know, maybe just a date night the 2 of us. No friends or kids or siblings, of coarse the last one is all me, my sisters and brother like to hang out from time to time. I don't know. But planning a fun night out to AREA 51 with some friends. I think I'll give it another shot. Plus it's Nightmare before Christmas themed, how can I turn that down? It's a classic. Anyway going to snuggle up to my Pooh Bear!! And yes, I am his honey pot!!

 

It's finally Friday!!

So I've been out of school sense Tuesday and we have just been home with the kids. It kind of sucks, I like going to school. What am I going to do after I graduate? I hope working is a good substitute... Got my grades from last term, straight A's!!! So excited that I have my second term of straight A's. I have a 3.78 or higher. SWEET!! John isn't feeling too well right now, it just started up last night. Same with Connie. The kids are healthy and doing well just mommy and daddy and grandma aren't feeling that awsome. Hoping my mom is willing to take the kids for the weekend so they don't get sick.. Well the girls are getting cranky, time to spend time with the Angels! 

Blah!!

Feeling sick to my stomach right now, have a bad sore throat. But not letting it get to me, still getting things done. John finished the mashed potatoes, (he has that certain touch) have the stuffed chicken breasts in the oven, and going to start the veggie rice. Still have class today, then Monday and Tuesday and the term is over!! I will only have 3 more classes and i'll be done!! Can't wait to start working and making money! Well have to finish laundry and get some homework done before tonight's class!! Pease's!!